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Show me you love me
without touching me.
Show me you care
without gifts or money.
give me your time.
give me your heart.
give me your pain.
Let me experience you
and give you all I have left.

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I'm rotten inside,
desperate to be forgotten,
I hide it.
I don't fit by
your side or in your mind
no matter how hard I try
I can't break away the parts
of myself I want to confine.

I'm jealous of the girls
you haven't met
careless, I set you as a standard
but its hard and my hands are
getting cold.
I can't hold on to you anymore.

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Fixing something that wants to be broken
outspoken about the motivation from the pain.
convinced you'll never be the same without it.
Blossom and wilt, create, repeat,
you hate the feat of growing
just to shrivel up again.

To My Ex

Told you how I felt
You left my message on read
Guess I'll go to sleep

Sprialed

(Aug 31, 2017)
Feel bad. Feel sad. Feel stupid. Feel empty. Feel out of control.
It's okay to have feelings that aren't positive of convenient.
Crying is healthy.

It's okay to feel sad.
It's no reason to spiral out of control
Little things can make you feel bad.
You don't need someone else to be whole.

Unrequited

Three feet away
I'd die to have you move closer 
but I'd suffer the same 
If I closed the space 
just for you to turn away